often, i feel that there is a window for talking about things. like, after a time period it loses its relevancy and talking about it is uncool after. why does it have to be like this. i want to talk about things that used to be cool a year ago. i want to like things when i want to without it being weird.

been thinking. i can literally just lie on this website. i can give out false information about my life and the things i like. thats crazy

just finished covenant of water. sat through the last 200 pages in one sitting. it might just be the best book ever. i found that it was hard to relate to but interesting nonetheless. also writing stuff (opinions? synopses?) about books feels nice. i might write more stuff about other books ive read but most of the books ive read i read them a few months ago so i dont have the breath of a first impression. also i have to make sure i dont doxx myself.

I don't want to doomscroll but i dont want to be productive either!!!!!!!

feeling demotivated in all aspects. not much else to say. i have to do lots of things.

today has been a busy day. i went to school and then i stayed out til 8. but now i'm finally home, and i am thinking. this break, i want to work on my website, i want to read more, and i want to do more in general. i have lots of ambitions for a period when i'm not supposed to work on anything. whatever.

i love still into you by paramore!! its a great song hellp mee i love it. You know what. i'll even put a link to it here. music is the best thing ever to exist and that my life would be miserable without it.

yay!! this is the start of the microblogging journey. i've always liked microblogs. very cute and compact! i'll try to what i can. i find myself procrastinating stuff i should be doing like chores and homework until really late at night. i have work to do and its almost midnight. i need to manage my time better ugggghhhhhh